If we DO NOT understand something, if we are not taught, we CAN NOT progress. And if we CAN NOT, then at a certain time, we may decide that we WILL NOT believe or progress. It's important to seek truth and teach it to our children and families. We are all nobodies. Even the apostles. They are humble and understand this fact and ask of God what they should do. This is the Church of Jesus Christ, not the church of President Nelson. Pray to have your heart changed. It can happen in a moment, but it also happens over time.
Jesus Christ is our Savior. Come unto him and he will help you overcome any challenge you face.